haha

this is the kinda song i am feeling at 2:51 in the am.

Looking back and morning comesDon't find your face in your glassTake the moonlight by the tailIt's a rainy sight You're shadingWhat is that It's just the sameWhat is trying in your crownI'm spending in my glass, walking backSo wear my glass You're fadingI'm waiting so long...I'm waiting so long...I'm waiting so long...I'm waiting...Blowing up The storm's aroundDon't turn your face to your backIn a silence Have a better dreamSing into the wind You're shadingThe rainy winds will wash awayAll what your want in your crownThere is an end but it's endlessThough anywise we're fadingI'm waiting so long...I'm waiting so long...I'm waiting so long...I'm waiting...What is that It's just the sameWhat is trying in your crownI'm spending in my glass walking backSo wear my glass You're fadingI'm waiting so long...I'm waiting so long...I'm waiting so long...I'm waiting so long...I'm waiting so long...I'm waiting so long...I'm waiting so long...I'm waiting...

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Happy Holidays

Thumpety thump thump. Look at Frosty go.

Honestly, I HAVE had my fill of Christmas related music. I hear it at subway stations and stores. Well that's it, Christmas is here. Music needs to go back to normal. I am not sure yet what I wanna do for NYE. Having some wild sex would be nice but who knows if that is gonna happen. Maybe a trip to AC is in order to finally spend a New Year's ARRIVAL over there.

well this was some bullshit

I was right there but did not get in the Wu Tang show. I was not about to pay 50 for that bullshit. I was honestly more dissappointed in the crowds I saw going in. It was mostly young, young Kats. I was like what the fuck, where are the older Wu Tang heads. They must've refused to freeze their fucking balls off like I did and shell out $50 to see these old bastards ( I think Meth was not even there either) I have no idea if even Ghost face was there. He seemed to have alot of beef with Rza lately.

The Wu is too slammin for these Cold Killin labels

I know there is a Wu Tang show tonight but shit I am not paying 50 bucks to go. I am calling a contact of mine from Epic Records back in the day, Razor Sharp and also Def Jam Island. mAYBE i get in free, I know if they are in the house then they didn' t pay for shit tonight. So Maybe I get the WU for F-R-E-E.

today

This sucks, not getting out of work till 10pm. Damn, holidays it is not even that crowded that late but whatever. Only a few days for these late hours. Happy Hanukkah everyone. Happy Kwanzaa as well.

Get ready for the circus

I really don't want get into all the things that happen to me this week but I feel somehow now I feel more stressed in situations where I am not really in stress or should not feel stressed. This is a big week because there are alot of parties going on before Christmas. I mean it is definitely fun to get your drink on but then there is the OMG I gotta wake up tomorrow morning and then you wake up and still think you may be drunk (first time that happened to me). Oh well, I survived. I just feel sort of unsettled not by the whole you could lose your job soon anyone in America but just I didn't set bigger goals for myself at 29 yrs old. I am not saying oh that is it, my life is over but I just would like to get more focused on many goals not just career oriented ones. Several storylines lie ahead for me. So let's give it a go. I do need to get back to working out and playing basketball it helped me stay so levelheaded over the years.

I have been kind of out of it on the celeb front

I don't even know what Lindsey Whore Lohan has been up to. Since she hooked up with Sam she stay out of public eye at least a little. Tom Cruise's kid Suri though still pops up with some unbeleivealbe requests and stuff. I don't wanna believe but you never know.

This is how u fucking dunk on someone

Now this is what I call nasty grinding

I don't think I was even this aggressive in my days at the infamous China Club.

Another look back at top of 2007

It is weird looking at a movie a second or third time compared to the initial viewing in the theater, so with that said 2007 movies I have seen again and liked more or less. (Top picks)

*Live Free or Die Hard (This movie was fucking so restricted in the theater, I was running my mouth bitching on how I hated it: Then enter the DVD release unrated version and I loved it)

*Grindhouse: Planer Terror (The movie is great it is such campy sci Fi/horror fun from the 1970's, but I loved it the first viewing in the theater, now I find way too many boring parts with the movie, I generally only see the beginning again when I watch over)

*Knocked Up ( I really liked Knocked up, the first or second time I saw this movie, only complaint was it was too long a movie, that whole Vegas scene could've been cut out)

*Zodiac ( I saw it in the theater the first time and I was mad bored. I honestly must've had alot of shit to do that day so I didn't wanna be in the theater for more than 2 hours, I liked it alot more second time)

*Into the Wild ( This movie was awesome, saw it on DVD only not in the theater)

*No Country for Old Men ( I really liked the movie but there was way too much hype for it. I saw it luckily for free in theaters, it was funny about 4 people I know had bought their tickets advanced then tried to get and it was like SOLD OUT, so I went to the part where u give the ticket about 2 mins before showtime, I was like shit, guys it is sold out, see you later but the guy taking the tickets was like just go in Don't worry about it. I was oh shit, thanks alot bro. I had to sit near the front but hey it was free)

*Juno ( I kind of hated and loved this movie at the same time, very good first time viewing, now after all that bullshit Oscar hype I hate it)

*Black Snake Moan ( Awesome movie, end of story)

*Transformers ( I liked it at first in the theater I guess because of the hype, now I just see it as an overrated piece of shit)

*Bourne Ultimatum (Fucking awesome, got 1000 times better with a second viewing, I LOVED IT!!)

*300 ( "This is Sparta!!!!" Infamous scene was awesome, the movie was really cool.)

*Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix( Not a bad movie considering I am really not an HP fan at all, actually I don't know why I ended up even seeing it, only saw HP 1 and 2 before)

Must see movies in 2008

These are movies I have either seen in theaters or heard it is a must see

Bolt, Frost/Nixon, The Boy in the Striped Pajamas, Frozen River, Hamlet 2 (seen, it was pretty good), Milk, Traitor (seen, fairly decent movie, not excellent but not terrible), Vicky Cristina Barcelona (seen, excellent, one of best of '08), The Wackness, Wall-E, The Wrestler, The Dark Knight( seen, excellent), Iron Man (seen, very solid movie), The Incredible Hulk ( seen, very good movie alot better than I thought it would be), Snow Angels( not great but maybe see it just for shock value), Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull ( I kind of hated it, but kind of loved it), Tropic Thunder (fucking decent movie, worth seeing at least in theater or rental), Slumdog Millionaire ( awesome movie)

I know this is not myspace, but here is a survey

favorite animal: Snakes first then cats.
favorite drink: Vodka and Cranberry Juice and Fruit punch a close second.
favorite singer: Old School Mariah Carey (Vision of Love), Shakira (current)
favorite show: No real fav that I follow week by week, but day by day I try to watch at least one repeat of That 70's show, Seinfeld and Saved by the Bell, I could watch those over and over.
favorite website: www.yahoo.com
favorite place to shop: Adidas store, Modells or Best buy
favorite color: Black
lake or pond? Lake
A, B or C? C
Outside or inside? Outside
foil or plastic wrap? Foil
hamburger or taco? Hamburger with pickles and onions.
meal or snack? Snack
Wii or xbox? Xbox

What was the last lie you said?
I have no clue, it was probably some little white lie.
Have you ever cried during a movie?
yes, sure have but it was dark in the theater so no one saw. I have no problem getting a cry in a few times a year.
Have you ever danced in the rain?
yeah it was this past march.
Have you ever been drunk?
sure have, might get drunk later tonight.
Have you ever tried tried drugs?
The marijuana makes my eyes bright red like brake lights. Nah, only like once or twice a year I do, nothing harder.
Do you smoke?
Nope, I hate cigs.
How old were you when you received your first kiss?
I was in the third grade. A friend of mine was all guess what I just did. I went under the desk and kissed blah blah blah.
Who was your first kiss?
Some girl who was the whore of the third grade. She went under the desk with a few other guys I believe.
Have you ever had phone sex?
Sure, it was hot.
Have you ever been rejected by a crush?
yeah, I can't remember but it happened
What is your favorite sport to play?
Basketball, I am ballin in the building.
Are you single?
Yes I am.
Are you in love?
not with anyone I can reach out to, celeb love interest don't count.
Have you ever told someone you loved them but didn't mean it?
Only once to my recollection, but I knew the relationship was ended anyway so I was just like "C'mon, you know I love you". I was really out of bullets, she was hitting me with all kinds of complaints.
Have you ever showered with someone?
Sure, not recently though
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?
Sure, why not say that...
Do you like to cuddle?
Sure I do, I wanna cuddle and grab some booty right now, if possible
Have you ever kissed a stranger?
Sure, who hasn't
Have you ever ran away from home?
Nope, I had no need to as a young buck.
If you have a kid, what gender and what names do u want them to be?
I don't know, hopefully a son. Names there are some possibilities.
Are you a virgin?
Nope, but I seriously had not had sex in 9 years until this past september.

A little football survey for your entertainment

1. Who is your favorite team?
The New York Giants, my fav team, New Orleans Saints are my second.

2. Be honest, do you think they will make the playoffs this year?
Of Course, they are on a roll and are the super bowl champs. Saints right now are on the bubble but most likely will head to playoffs as well.

3. Which player has been the most valuable for your team this season?

Plaxico (lol) just for media attention and helping everyone else actually think about football. I think Steve Smith, Brandon Jacobs, Derrick Ward are great, Antonio Pierce is excellent on defense and Carney is doing a great job kicking field goals.

4. Which player has been the most disappointing?

Plaxico, that guy is a loser. Why did he carry a gun to LQ, that club is not that gangsta anyway. I don't even think the spot is poppin like it used to be. Kevin Boss is a little dissappointing I thought he would have more touchdowns now without Shockey on the team.

5. Have you gone to any games this year (college or pro)?

Nope, no college or pros. I went to a Redskins home game last year around this time in December. It was good game and it was sad right after Sean Taylor death. It was a cool roadtrip down to Fed Ex Field to see Skins and the Bills.

So I am trying to think of ways

that UFC can be improved. I like the presentation of the fights they present. They definitely have the WWE style going for them. Guys come out with cool entrances and talk mad shit but this gay man holding for 3 mins on the ground is like slow death. If you have ever seen PRIDE in Japan those refs do not tolerate any gay man holding at all. If you are tied up on the ground for a minute they will break it up and warn u about a DQ. I need to actually watch more of the history of UFC not just the latest Brock Lesnar heavyweight fight. Good show though you know a quick fight to entertain the masses.

I was just trying to think off the top of my head how many different languages

can I say swear words in;;

Lets see

Pezzo di merda. Figlio di Puttana, Vaca la Mencia -Italian-

claro que si puedo se dicer hijo de la gran puta -Spanish-
Chupa mi huevos

Na kaleni, suka (on your knees, bitch) -Russian-

Vace, vace ting ne Fei ( Hurry up bitch, suck my dick) -Chinese or Maybe Korean I forgot-

I hit that shit up hard -English-

Oh, merde -oh shit- French-

Battyboy, Fassy, Chichiman, Rassclot, Sketel - Jamaican

Baka, Chin Chin, Kuso, Shimata(Shit) -Japanese

EL Azobay(?) Arabic

Yuh mudda cunt -Trinidadian

Lutsch meine eier ( Suck my balls) -German


I thought I knew some others but off the top of my head I can't think of any. I learned these a long time ago too. Funny how you can only remember curses in many languages.

Feeling so good, Just the way that we get when It's 9 in afternoon

Hopefully this weekend will be a good one. I will try to just relax Sat morning and stuff do some clean up around the crib then at night, try to have some fun and finally go to BLVD get my drink on.

This is that bullshit

I don't know even with having Wednesday off this week seems very unorthodox. I have gone through 100 different emotions. Monday started off shitty. I pretty much was just not in a good mood then Tuesday I woke up with the Absolute worst headache. It was one of those right above the right eye and I stupidly did not take any aspirin before going to work. I was almost crying by the time I was on the train because I was in so much distress. I actually think 2 or 3 tears made their way down my right eye for the first time in a while. Finally did get some pills at work so I was ok. Like I said, this week is not the Worst EVER but I just really couldn't give a fuck about this week so far.

I don't know

Today seemed like one of those days I just felt so fucking tired but then when I got home I was like oh shit I have this, this and this to do and of course wanted to check some stuff online but this latenight business is not going well for me. I need to get way more sleep. Going to bed past 2 am every night is not helping me at all. I mean my objectives of the day might get covered but then I suffer the next day. Oh man and december is such a fucking stressful time of the year. You know just going out on the subways and stuff people act like they want to fight you for nothing. I will try to keep the stress down alot in this holiday season.

If you would've told me.....

Honestly, if you would've told me that in 2008 I would only be on a basketball court three times the whole year I wouldn't have believed it. I first thought I did not have time to ball in the summer but I mean I seemed to make time for alot of other non-important stuff. shit, I mean the last two times I played were pretty good I mean I didn't even feel too out of it just higher turnover numbers but my points were still ok. I still think there is something left in the basement as Rocky would say. I say to Basketball city it is to start my retirement tour. I will be warming up there to get back into a least the type of game shape that can make me feel good over the next year I presume.

Rurouni Oh-oh

I sort of miss the anime Rurouni Kenshin. I feel it never reached its full potential. It started off cool and then really heated up about 30 episodes into the series. The next 20 or 30 episodes were utterly climatic and the top of the line at the time that anime was becoming. IT however really died off once those 30 eps were done. All in all out of 95 episodes, I mean, having so many subpar efforts just does not make it a historic and BEST OF THE BEST anime series. I do still enjoy seeing some parts of the series from time to time. I wish it got its proper send off because the last two episodes send off bullshit just did not cut it. They could've gotten way more in detail like the manga but maybe in Japan they just realize no one cared anymore. Like Enishi's entire band of guys that fought with him in the manga, no where to be found in the OVA anime. All those side fights of interest, Gone. so that was that, Long live Samuari X.


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Unleashes powerful evil

Oh man, so I was supposed to go out tonight. This club called BLVD in the city (Bowery area) but I was being a bitch I mean I do have to go to work on sunday but I mean it is 1:37 Am and I am still wide awake. I would've been in a less cheery mood taking public transportation at this hour and there is no express bus from manhattan at this time clearly. I would've enjoyed the free drinks and the spot and the company but I was just chillin : Watched Oregon State get raped by almost 30 points tonight, enjoyed the Knicks game I mean they score 138 points and watched this movie called " Mother of Tears" it was not very good but I sort of wanted to see it since it came out in 07. It stars Asia Argento, a decent looking woman that seems to always be naked in her movies. I can't really recommend it but I guess if you really can't think of anything else to see, be my guest.

Shawty Fly indeed

Yeah this is famous porn star Pinky in here. I had the pleasure of meeting her this past summer. She did look great in person I have to say. I saw her around the Sirius studio building. I talked to her for like 10 mins. I told her I was a big fan. I was lucky and got a really big hug and she let me grab that big ass when I told her how pretty she was. I wish I had my camera on me but unfortunately I did not.

Youtube- Hey its the crackhead edition

Haha

A job here, a job there

Well, I need to finally post a review of something I did for a local Brooklyn Ny newspaper years and years ago: (From summer 1996 to be exact
While more and more people are buying Cd players or stereos and radios with the CD compatibility, Cd sales continue at a healthy pace. A large part of this equation has to do with the Hip/Hop scene, which is in full effect in 1996. The album I will start you off with is Liquid Swords by the GZA/GENIUS. It was released in late 1995. I liked the album alot but I think it is not the best I have heard. The Genius is solo on his new album but gets alot of help from his friends, The Wu-Tang Clan. My favorite songs are Shadowboxing' with Method Man, 4th Chamber with Tony Starks, Killah Priest, and the Rza, Killah Hills 10304, I Gotcha Back and Duel of the Iron Mic. This is a great album for Wu-Tang fans and just an average album for general rap fans. I have gotten alot of positive feedback for the GZA's Liquid Swords. This album has already sold over 70,000 copies in the store as of June 96. All in all, I would give GZA/GENIUS' Liquid Swords three stars out of a possible 4. For now Liquid Swords is the latest Wu/solo project but later in the summer, Tony Starks is going solo with the album Iron Man. (Yeah that for real, I had the scoop too. I had the demo tape the whole summer a full 4 months ahead of the general public Iron Man from meeting a rep from his label)
Allmusic [1]
Entertainment Weekly (B+) [2]
Melody Maker (Positive) [2]
Rap Reviews [3]
NME [2]
Option (Positive) [2]
Q [4]
Stylus Magazine (Favorable) [5]
The Wire (Positive) [2]
The Source
(Added the reviews from other venues just now)
The Wu-Tang Clan were on top of the Hip/Hop scene in 1994 and now each member just happens to be going solo and developing identities for themselves. Method Man has Tical, Raekwon has his first album Only Built for Cuban Linx, The Old Dirty Bastard has Return to the 36 Chambers, and also the two previously mentioned albums above. Ghostface Killah and others of course appeared on the original album: the Platinum chart-topper Enter the Wu-Tang: The 36 Chambers. This was the best album because all the forces were combined. The original albums are very crucial for the sucessful launch of these solo careers. Now that I am talking about the subject, I will talk about the album. I should mention that my favorite songs off the album happen to be The Mysteries of Chessboxing, C.R.E.A.M, Protect Ya Neck, and Can It Be So Simple. The album overall I will say is a classic. I give it 4 stars for true Hip/Hop greatness.
Another great album (no good or bogus albums so far) that is recently climbing up the charts is The Score by the Fugees. This album is great because it combines rap with classic style of R&B mix with phat beats and slamming poetic lyrics. My favorite songs are Ready or Not, Fu-gee-la, and Killing Me Softly. The second album from the Fugees seems better than the first. The Fugees are moving up the charts at a very rapid pace. They debuted on the Billboard Top 200 at No.7. At the present time, The Fugees are locked in at the Number 2 spot (As of May 6, 1996). The song, Killing Me Softly, is a remake of a Roberta Flack song. Unlike most remakes done today, this one is done perfectly. Fu-gee-la is a song about refugees that are trying to leave for a better life. This is the variety of the music that is the Fugees. I really did like the hit Nappy Headz off the first Fugees album from 1994, that was a real underground sensation. Fugees use the best mix of Hip/Hop and rap lyrics mixed with some of the best sensual singing out there. When I first heard of the Fugees in 1994 (also known as Refugee Camp) I did not generally like them as a whole group but now they would be on a list as one of my favorites. I give The Score three stars out of a possible four for it's originality and fresh quality. Stay tuned for more phat reviews in the future.

PS. I did a few more reviews in that same year but this is the only actual writing that I found that I did, lol

Thinking ahead to 2010, I don't believe that bullshit

Well today is a sad day for me. I am one big NY Knicks fan and of course have found out they traded their two top guns yesterday to clear cap space for the possible arrival of Mr. Lebron James. I am a little ashtonished that the Knicks really feel they can just get Lebron to come to NY like it is nothing. I like the way the team had been going this year. I mean they definitely/maybe could've made playoffs. I really like Zach Randolph. The guy is a beast down low: a big time low post scorer and aggressive rebounder. I think the team could've at least waited till the end of the season to deal this guy. I can tell he is one of those players that is "all about his numbers" he is not really into helping his teammates that much. I don't know all and all I could see myself playing on a team with a guy like that. I was not even happy now that he ends up going to LA. I mean him and Mardy Collins for that little bitch ass Tim Thomas and Cuttino "I can't shoot beyond 18 feet" Mobley. That motherfucker Mobley at least needs to step in more when he shoots here in NY. I don't really mind seeing Crawford go to the West coast either. He did his best here and spent his time doing what he had to do. I like his game for the Golden State offense. I really will miss Randolph here in NY. I did not even get to run into him in a strip club or any of those things. I wish him the best with the Clip Show. I am running with the Las vegas Ballaholics ( updates coming soon) now in an online basketball league that I play with. I will now try to get myself to the Clippers and play with my boy Randolph. That should be fun.

Our alliance is dissolved

It is 2:30 in the fucking AM and I am still awake. I just wanted a little time to write down a few things about this and that. I feel now the whole country is talking about recession I know in the mid to late 80's stuff was kinda like this. People were getting shitted on left and right. Losing they jobs, crime up and all that but it kinda cleared up wow 6 to 7 years later the USA was really in the clear. I personally think the recession has not begun yet now it is just the hey guys "the worst is yet to come" Now it is just about saving money for that rainy day as they say. I just had such a random memory today of probably the best fight I have ever had. It was in the 6th grade and this guy who was a "frenemy" was really getting on my nerves. You know words are exchanged and I was in class with money and I guess I said the equivelant of "Put your money where you mouth is bitch: Don't talk about it, be about it." So the kid stabs me right in my right hand with a pencil. Honestly it did not even hurt that much. I didn't make a sound, yell out of nothing and even swear "OYE I am gonna fucking chop your nuts off and feed them to your cat"...It however was time for the showdown. The big fight we would have that day. I ended up going to the nurses office and all and they just looked at my hand and put some pain reliever on it or something and that was that. It wasn't really bleeding or anything but now I just had this sort of pencil mark stain (which I still have today)
The fight gets under way in the school yard and I mean this kid is bigger than me too but caught beserker rage. Just rushed him and tackle him like shoulder block way and was just lacing him with punches to the face AND then like a hockey fight I kept slamming him into this metal gate. I mean repeatedly too. I started to then get some kidney punches in and some other shots to the midsection and I knew this kid was done. He was still standing but he was out of breath. He was striking me earlier but my rage just absorbed those punches with no effect. I finally was thinking you got my hand now I get your hand. I grabbed his hand and was about to put a huge whole right in it, you know , just come down on this spiked gate type stuff (I even had that "FINISH HIM" mortal kombat like voice in my head) but I saw his legs were like spagetti and he could no longer fight back so I slammed him again right to the gate and just left him there as I walked away. Most of the kids outside where watching and stuff so I felt pretty good about it and was really glad I did not completely fuck up his hand, it really wouldve caused so much beef. All and all, I couldn't say I hated the guy he was just a real dickhead and he always seem to pick on me for something but hey after that it was no extra fight, no real kiss and make up either but he definitely now had respect for me ( He even helped me in some other fights to be honest). Like in the movie Juice where he was just searching for the power and respect of everybody but in the end "GQ" gets all the juice and he didn't want it. That was exactly how I felt.

Welcome

It has begun. I have been a blog person before but only really on Myspace you know. Well, hey baby I am branching out showing everyone how sexy I really am. I will be telling the scene of today's movie reviews, some celeb news and music reviews. Will also talk about my general life, all the dating scene activities for guy like myself, haha. Well it is late 1:33 in the am RIGHT now so the actual reviewing will begin at a later date. Peace. Congrats to Barack Obama on being the first brother in the White House. I am in the motherfucking house now on blogger.